Saturday, August 16, 2014

Losing that Loving Feeling?

Jenny Oh writes here about here her DNF randonneuring experience and gets to the heart of some of the difficulties we encounter as we build our mileage, ride long distances and deal with limitations.  The ride report is worth reading as well. (Plattyjo does a great job on her web pages, BTW!)

After piling on the miles and leading the CTS and CTS Rides Again jaunts, the summer is waning.   We experienced the first significant rainfall in a while, and not just a result of taking off the fenders. Some oral surgery hurt more than expected, and coupled with the awfulness of the news and current events, and I'm feeling my six decades in my gums, teeth and even spirit.

I wish I was doing the RSVP this weekend to clear it up and stretch it out.   The mileage was there, the prep was there, riding partners were going, but scheduling, logistics, etc were in the way.    Next year, the CBC Major Events go back on the calendar and we make room for 'em.

For now, maybe it's just time to just ride through it and change the narrative.  Or, as Coffeeneur says, use the cycling as an escape.

Saturday, July 19, 2014


A few more reflections on not riding the STP are in order.  I was wistful about missing the ride, until I thought about the crowds and yahoos, the ugly rest stops, the heat and the conditions, US 30 into Portland, blah, blah, blah.

Packet pickup duty at REI was different this year, with a new cast of characters at Cascade, younger, seemingly less connection to the volunteers, no jackets to give out, and the new Cascade brass present but not taking the time to say hello to those of us giving our time to help....

Lots of complaints from the Bike Tawkers about number of riders, personal support vehicles, lack of common sense, lack of ride refs to address the yahoo factor, hot weather, rain coming into Portland, etc....

Kevin summed up his frustrations here...

Still, there is this video of crossing the Lewis and Clark bridge over the Columbia into Oregon to consider.

We'll put a big WE'LL SEE on next year.  RSVP yes, STP, well, maybe,....

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Something to think about from Iron Rider

The Iron Rider talks about what goes through his head on those long distance rides.

Lots of things go through our heads.  Claire wrote about some of them.   Bicycling can be lonely or a time for contemplation, sometime an opportunity for ruminating, and best of all, and especially when climbing or descending, a time to wash that all away and focus on the bike and the road.

1,342 miles YTD.   After the month long layoff and the bonk on CTS #9,  I've readjusted, rebuilt the mileage base with CTS #10 (196th and Black Diamond), #11 (Kent-Enumclaw route) and #12, and am feeling pretty good about where I'm at with the bike, my legs and ability to ride the longer distances.  The Ride Leader experience has been both fun and satisfying, as well as frustrating and work, like being in the classroom is work.  Last week on the Flaming Geyser Century out-and-back route, with the rain squalls, wind, and cranky riders, the satisfaction waned.  Riding in front, watching the route, keeping to the pace, and keeping on eye on the other riders, being a model and example, answering questions from the newbies, building their confidence, coaching and mentoring, all that can be gratifying, but can also detract from the benefit of washing out the mind and getting to the cycling zen that is one of the reasons I keep coming back to the bike.  After the series ends, I'll need to reflect on what worked and what didn't.  For one thing, I know that the bike worked!

Tomorrow is the last one in the series, a Lake Washington loop, and then STP for those 10,000 who choose to do so.  Not me this year, and that's just fine.   I'm planning on the CTS Rides Again first ride, and we'll put a big 'we'll see' on the rest of them.

Saturday, June 21, 2014

Two Films about Creativity

Two movies that focused on creativity and artists caught my attention recently.

Tim's Vermeer tells the story of an inventor who discovered the methods and process by which Vermeer painted such classics as the Girl with the Golden Earring with such realism and attention to detail.  Narrated by Penn Jillette and directed by Teller, the film focuses on the inventor's work to replicate Vermeer's process and his painting.  Lessons learned her include attention to detail and the focus that the artist must have to perfect their craft.

More fascinating and perhaps more disturbing is Finding Vivian Maier, a documentary about a reclusive street photographer who is now consider one of the 20th Centuries greats.   The documentary filmmaker's unravel the mystery behind her hoarding, her volume of work and walk around the edges of her madness while focusing on the lost treasures of her insightful and startling art.   Loneliness, obsession and the detachment yet ability to connect with her subjects emerge as key themes.

What connects the two films for me are the struggles with identity, the obsessive nature of creativity, and the nature of image versus external reality that humans encounter.